Awaiting Tomorrow's Arrival

2008-12-12T17:35:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA, how long haven;t i used this blogger.
Apparently, i'm bored.
So yes,

Hello & Goodbye,

hallejulah, goodbye.

2008-10-11T19:14:00.007+08:00

my 99th post,
and it's a buh-bye one.
how sad.

anywyas, bye.
i'm off, for good.
to someplace i can be happy, truely.

http://naughtyning.livejournal.com
hehs,

2008-10-08T17:25:00.003+08:00

hello lovely world.
believe it or not, i'm back home.
and blah today's wednesday. (;

i loveddd my egg & cheese sandwich,
had it for breakfast.
thanks to fudin huh, ♥ , thanks.

school-ed, photo-ed, rec room-ed.
haha, it was so so so funny. (;
oh and like, cs is blah.
i can't navigate, let alone shoot for nuts.
but darling got real good after i was there. ;D
BESSTTTTT!

_, you really can't get away with everything.

you hit someone, fricking hard and didnt even open your mouth.

just to say sorry, even if i did ignore you.

that's basic manners if you must know.

yeah.

i miss my dear boy already.

bye;

the centre must hold

2008-10-06T10:39:00.002+08:00

sunday night/monday morning was like da bombzzzxzxzx.
we (the roomies) were like rearranging the furniture.
[WE'RE GETTING MARRIED!
and like that's why we're like living together. hahaha]
then then we camped out and Balls' room.
talkeddddd, and played and had funnnnnnn!

then went back to room and Balls came also.
and that was the bestest part ever.

The conversation
B : I miss my grandfather.
A : Where is he?
B : Underground ?????
A : Huh, why?!
N : What the hell gela!
B : Err, He's dead?
A : (Blur face)
B & N : (laugh like siao)
after two minutes...
A : HAHAHAHA, oh now i understand.

lols, my blur roomie and the silly balls. (;
-
just starting history, sort-of?
i'm real hungry anyways.
most probably because of jovi's small biscuits. ;/
(stomach grumbles)

bye/

boy, i need you;

2008-10-05T20:59:00.002+08:00

did you say you went to meet some other girl at the mrt.
regardless of how you're related to her.
do you tell me everything,
even though you've promised you would.
you dont call another girl blur and give that face.
and expect to get away with it.
promises are meant to be kept.
and love is meant to be shared,
but only with one person.

2008-10-05T18:20:00.002+08:00

my dear very good friend just dropped a bomb on me.
and i'm really wondering why my boyfriend didnt say anything about it.
congrats anyway dear good friend.
i'm like soo happy for you. (;
-
yeah, i finished all my work.
suprise suprsie!
well, except for geography, i think there's a worksheet.
but i haven't got around to ask habi about it yet.
dont really intend to, it's just at the back of my head.

going back to school again, later tonight.
sigh, i dont really want to go back. ;p

max theatre is for big people

2008-10-04T16:28:00.002+08:00

hello, or is that ironic cause i'll be going out again.
okay, anyways.

woke up early today, at 10.
it is early, for me/
usually i wake up at around 2 or 3? ;D
went to that doctor place, and that place is woah.
very very very very pretty, all bright and cheerful.
and alot of ang-mohs, i'm nt kidding.
going back there again, on wednesday.
blah, and i have to miss training.

watching eagle eye later, at vivo.
i'm craving popcorn and my very much lost rittersport chocs.
I WANT YOGURU, NOW !
-

Friends, and what excactly are they for.

they are people whom you can count on at all times,

who guides you along in life with good advice,

a listening ear who'll always be there when you need them.

they'll always lend you a shoulder to cry on,

and talk about everything under the bright blue sky.

they're people who you can trust.

"befriend only those you know who won't leave you in the lurch,

or backstab you the moment your back is turned.

for true friends never put on facades, they are always true."

it aint easy

2008-10-03T20:27:00.002+08:00

crying 5 times in 18 hours, it aint fun.

this week, well i didnt like it, that much.
two big tests today, i felt i did fairly well.
despite the high/important percentages they hold.

i know that i have many things to add,
but i dont know how to say it out.
pardon me, goodbye'.

thankyou, i love you.

edit;
fuckkkkkk, i hate fucking old people.
bloody shits who think that they are always right.
they are fucking w-r-o-n-g.
i hate them, whatever.
i'm young now, i'll talk about next time when that day comes.

i'm fucking pissed.

สถาบันการพลศึกษา วิทยาเขตสุโขทัย

2008-09-30T21:47:00.003+08:00

i swear i dont want you to go there.
although it's only 4 hours away, but i dont like it.
and remy thinks it's funny to get you away from me.
);

i'm depressed just thinking about it.
you better miss me when you're over there idiot.

i love you,

AYG

2008-09-30T19:58:00.003+08:00

back home, seriously home.

for like one night only though.

i think there's no training tomorrow, but i dont know.

yes, and i'm going over to darling's house tomorrow.

with the rest of most seniors, uh huh.

and i dont know what, prolly be starving myself.

i have a slight distaste to those kuehs.

i think maybe it's because of the colours, if only/

if only there was like bright orange,

i'd probably like scream at everyone who actually dares to eat or or even just like picking it up. ;D

oh please, it's just my obsession.

but orange is da bestzzz.

bbye, i'm off the watch baby mama. (;

week 3 module 7, here i come.

2008-09-28T19:16:00.002+08:00

hello fellow earthlings.

it's the time of the week again, where we go back to school.

you know the one at woodlands, the

okay, forget it.

when i get there, i'll go up my room.

take out my geography, history, and maths.

then i'll do 'em.

YEAH, FAT CHANCE.

okay, so apparently i have like many work.

all thanks to habibah.

pleaseeeee lah, balls.

you gotta spare me man. ;p

yes yes, whatever.

i'll go to school now.

ta ta.

people of the underworld, beware

2008-09-27T21:14:00.010+08:00

wtf, no fucking person a perfect one.
so what, you didnt/dont and youre ashamed of it?
oh yes, enlighten me.
cause it was only 3 other people, they're youre friends dammit.
so it suddenly comes full circle, and then it's my fault.
thank you, really thanks ~~asshole~~.
cause it aint matter what it is,
because it's always me.
-
what, my 3rd/4th(?) post for today?
i'm really not in a good mood today.
I'M IN A MOOD WHERE I'LL SAY FUCK YOU FOR NOTHING.

have a good day.

~~leave me alone.~~

dumb boys, stupid hormones.

2008-09-27T13:29:00.005+08:00

which frappuccino horny guy.
wants to room with a frapping girl in boarding.
wtf, and he gets all pissed just because it's the same sex.
and he's only p6.

with a the qualities one can have, he gets the worst of the worst.
good luck boy, dont get expelled in your first year,
if you actually do get into to ss.

p.s. , this convo got me all pissed.
...
_ says:
then in sss sleeping the room rite?gal and boi or same sex?
Fudin's says:
same, duh?
_ says:
wdf sia
_ says:
but sss got alot of hot babes le
Fudin's says:
So you want to sleep with them huh?
_ says:
ahahaha
_ says:
that day i at the office
_ says:
rite
_ says:
i looking at the babes playing _ sia

If you want to room with girls and look at how hot they are,
go find bloody p_.

i kinda promised myself recently that i wouldnt _.
i've sworn i have been keeping that promise, but this just can't hold.
some b, _, told my primary school junior,
that I vandalised the WHOLE boys toilet.
who in their fucking right mind would actually do that.
-
Conclusion : i'm really pissed.

stupid smokers

2008-09-27T13:15:00.003+08:00

home comfy home.
slept at 8.15 last night, till 11.30 this morning.
nice.
-
yesterday was colours.
took many photo's with many random people.
most of the track girls/ kunlong/ belle/ toh/ shank/
tira/ farah/ des/ chris, blah blah. (;
and the only food i ate was... ,
a prawn.

sighs, i'm so tired and hungry.
and why does my tongue feel burnt?

-
edit/
sigh,what's with next year's batch.
now i feel that the school's really dumb.
anyhow's it really kinda is.

chaos.

jerk(s) in the class

2008-09-25T14:27:00.003+08:00

i hate _. the ass-hole of the century. ;/
ah, whatever.
-

seeing blah just make my blood boil.
wonder why.
i dont want to look old by being angry.
i gotta stay happyyyyyyyy, so find wendy. (;
only she and gay can make me high when i'm tired.
-
ahhhh, back to reality.
i gonna crash for abit, then train.
~~hate~~ love love love love training.

because is because

2008-09-24T22:12:00.003+08:00

hello again.
today's wednesday, halfway through the nong nong week.
it's been only 3 days, but so many things have happened.
alright, now i'll like do the nong-winded update.

sunday was lovely.
and yes, i do love my watch and the 120 lollys very much.

and monday was just long.
it was so tiring, dumb dumb maths.
then english, and chinese, and geog and history.
blah, i just don't like school.

tuesday, yesterday.
went to chinese garden, many many lanterns there.
and there was this ride, round and round and round and round.
well, you get the main idea, well yeah.
anyways, thanks Michaela, for the ride. (:

-
well, i basically rushed through tons of work throughout these 3 days,
i think i might have acquired a permanent headache.
well, that kinda sorta mean i'm like permanently crappy.
ah wells, i'm sorry fudin, i basically poured it out on you.
and you silly boy didnt even know what happened.
I'M SORRY!
yeah, i really am.

-
and blah really piss me off.
i don't want to waste my time talking about blah but,
blah really does piss me off damn badly.
and it ain't who you think it is.

yes, i've wasted enough time on blah.
bye world, bye internet, all but once again.

back to ice age.

edit/
wednesday was x-training. ;D
pickled ball with gay, jared and botak.
all gays actually. (:
ah, it was fun. i like the retiree game.
oh, that means i would make a god retiree. ;D

aloha, but then again farewell.

2008-09-23T12:32:00.002+08:00

hello, it's supposedly lunch now.
apparently i didnt eat.
stupid maths, dumb dumb maths.
but anyways, i'm done now.
so i can blog, (;

later's going to be like cluster activity, at chinese garden.
some hello kitty dumb dumb thing.
ah wells, let's hope we enjoy.

bye internet. );

i have to tell you, i love you, one million times

2008-09-21T17:36:00.009+08:00

Happy One Year Rafiuddin Bin Sawal.
It's probably late by a million minutes, but it's better late then never.

Thank You for being there for me all these whiles,

although we had lots of fights, we got closer through them.

i'm glad i've got you, you deserve the best from me.

/♥

Wherever you go, I'll still be waiting here

Whenever you call, I will be there

Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days oh so bright
I'll be in your heart tonight

Fudin, I Love You, very very much ;

A year (and 16 hours) <3

2008-09-21T14:37:00.003+08:00

i'm glad we lasted that long, i do love you, very much.

but many things have been happening.
and i dont want my friends to be sad.
it makes me sad too. );
it makes me feel helpless to know i can't do much to help.

going back to school tonight, many many words of english to write
grrrr, it's long man.
but mr j wont maind if it's short, he said so. !
-
and and this convo is reaaaaaaallly funny. ;D

JaredLim.JT says:
wau lau! you both copy me only! cheapskate larh.
JaredLim.JT says:
no creativity
Wei Ning's says:
uh???
Wei Ning's says:
copy what sia???
JaredLim.JT says:
i name my baby Jared's
JaredLim.JT says:
then you both copy
Wei Ning's says:
anyhow!!
Wei Ning's says:
hahaah!
JaredLim.JT says:
basketballer. owe me 5 bucks each for copyrights purposes
Wei Ning's says:
hahah!
Wei Ning's says:
ask botak
Wei Ning's says:
he owe me 5 bucks
JaredLim.JT says:
havent return meh?
Wei Ning's says:
no la just kiddine
JaredLim.JT says:
hahahha

omgosh, it was real funny.
and i wasn't even in the convesation. (;
-
yesterday bowled with aaron, gela and din.
and aaron reminded me of some grasshopper.
watched disaster movie, and damn.
did it really suck.
then i went home, <3
-
(: thankyou, you'll get yours too, soon.
but not as soon as your soon, i mean soon in my soon.
it's i dont know what, and can't wait for later. (:

edit/ : shoutouts.
dear gela, i thought you got 3 strikes.
it's good alright! and i only have got one, ;p
bowling's funnnnnnn, (;
you dont suck lah, you rock!

dear dy, you dont know how badly i want to give her those five slaps.
i'll put in my 1 million percent into that slap lah!
so oh, stupid hanif.

i love my friends, (;

the good true real ones.

17/20. and the 3 left, is for that Bitch.

2008-09-19T20:42:00.004+08:00

Hello, I'm Back.

i hate being in sucky honours.
but the dilemma is that i love 2b, too much.
no wait, it's only pretty much the work.
and i had too much late nights for my own good,
pretty much not very productive.
most of the dreaded stuffs are over, nice.
but more work, now force lollipop do! ;D

Sudoku was fun, Qi (:

blah blah blah, i've no mood.
and it feels like i'm floatig again,
that head away from body feel.
bye.

p.s. i love my lollipop ♥

uh-huh. buh-bye.

2008-09-14T20:51:00.004+08:00

Goodbye World,

i'm leaving the cosy sanctuary of my home, soon.

for the hot hot place of school's boarding.

ah life, can't be helped.

have a nice week.

love me for who i am, not what i can be.

i will be who i want to be.

i do love you, dont deny me for me.

you're my Sun in the Middle of the Night.

2008-09-14T17:46:00.004+08:00

stupid, dumb, vain Rosalie.
ah wells, Edward's still a dream nontheless. (:

-
shopping with mummy today, just now.
it was fun, mostly on the fact i didnt have to open my wallet. (:
blah blah, i've nothing more to say so,bye.

yeah i'm rushing off to read Midnight Sun! (:
how cool, i loveeeeeeeeee!

;/

2008-09-13T23:44:00.002+08:00

if i changed,
then i wouldnt be me any more.
would i.
i wont change, you just gotta accept me
it's that or nothing,
i wont change for nobody.

hello, goodbye

strangled, cos i dont know where to go from here

2008-09-13T15:15:00.007+08:00

the many homework i have left,
all of which means i havent started yet.

1. maths, /'journal writing'
2. maths, /'07 paper
3. maths, /'the many many questions
4. maths, /the congurent worksheet
5. english, /press conference(?!)

see, i suck.
see teh ironic side of journal writing in maths.
grrrr, new teacher new teacher.
strangle her till she begs for oxygen,
and says "no more maths forever!".
-what a fantasy (:

do i want to be alright,
without you by my side?
no i dont, cause i know.
i know that i need you.
youre very clearly avoiding me,
imagine how that makes me feel.
i rush when i hear 'wall-e' now,
crossing all my toes that it might be you.
fat hope, i know i'm stupid.
if this is ggt last long,
then please, you take care too.
i hope you'll see this, i still love you.

2008-09-12T15:55:00.003+08:00

i was in my bed for two hours, not moving.
no no, i wasnt sleeping.
i was just not-doing-anything.
as i lay on my back and stared at the white ceiling.
i let my mind drift and i thought.
"am i just like this because of how you've affected me?
or is it i,
who choose to feel this way even though i know it isnt."

life aint fair, to nobody it aint be.
it could be my fault, but who's pin-pointing.
it was over a frigging notebook.

i dont need sympathy.
i ~~dont think~~ know i dont need sympathy.

i love you,

2008-09-12T14:36:00.002+08:00

extremely emotional.
all me yes.
it is always me.
cause it just is.

normal training, 10 sets up & down the stairs.
damn, blahblahblah
oh, happy coaches day.
if it does mean anything to anyone.

now, let's mourn.

winnie the pooh

2008-09-11T21:00:00.003+08:00

today's also like 911.
i want to watch today's news, to see if anything happened.
to see if anything bad happens.
hahaha, i'm not a sadist/
i just want to k-n-o-w.

anyways, i told habibah that.
obama and osama and related, brothers. ;D
one's president-to-be and the other's a master terrorist.
like super duper uber huge huge huge contrast.
umm, think extreme fat black and aneroxic white.

i like jia's bottle, i want one!
NOWWWWWWWWWWW!!

(: up up and away.

2008-09-11T19:47:00.002+08:00

blah, as i predicted yesterday...
today's training was as bag as i imagined.
oh no no, it was much much worse.

full squats, 28 kgs i think? ;/
plus those stupid dumb frog jumps,
while those netballers were charging head on towards me.
and crunches on that dumb machine which moves scarily.
grrrr.

went home, and saw sissy on bus.
and some stupid biatch ruined my day.
tsk,

ah wells, tomorrow's the last day of the week.
who cares who says what, i dont.
i still have many many alien math to do.
and what excactly is bloody expansion?!

g'day mates,

2008-09-10T16:07:00.002+08:00

supposed t do like 5 times, but only did 3.
cause of rain lah, durrrrrhh.

and yes, ate at macs, again? ;/
it's so alluring, esp th crunchy fries.
so then went home lor.

so tired/tiring.
darned training, and it'll be gym/jumps tommorow. ):
sigh, for passion and glory.
have a happy day.

happiness isnt defined by th amount of money somebody has
everyone knows that.
but it cant also be defined by who you love,
neither vice versa.
you gotta just be contented,with everything you possess,
with all that you have.
not complaining, not whining, not b_ing.
and just appreciate and cherish what you already have.
only then, can you be truly happy.

edit/ (for yesterday)
angmoh was really dumb.
as i convinced him i was wall-ee,
he actually believed. (:
it was my perfect abs workout!

wobbly jelly, welly is very smelly

2008-09-09T18:20:00.004+08:00

gosh, some people have their heads high up in the clouds.
just cause theyre different, or "special".
they get away with anything, oh no no.

ah, now i'm thinking about training.
painful painful painful very painful memories.
running with the wall thingy thing.
thn normal sets + full squats.
imagine, wobbly wobbly like jelly.
went down, bathed, ate fried rice w/ my lovely p.
thn mr came and went, thn loser came.
lame was stupid and dumb and as his name suggests,
he was super duper uber nuber freakishly lame.
ah wells, left p, went home.
jingle bell-ed all the way home ;D
tht was fun, cause i know you dear.
and then i was embarassing you, hehs

oh oh, dear.
you know whn you were so hesistant to tell me abt _.
you know you know what right?
i alrdy knew like 30 minutes before you told me.
and i knew why you "ran/walk" away from me, hehe.
love ya,

met sister afters, macs & bubbletea-ed. (:
walked home, played many many playground.
bliss.

see see rafiuddin b sawal!
you d-e-p-r-i-v-e-d me of my playground playing.
bleah, so eeeeeh-ddiiiiiii-oorrrrr-teeeeek! , (idiotic)
tsk.

yeah, i'm blabbing anyways.
enjoy the rest of ya night people, (:

2008-09-08T21:25:00.002+08:00

ah, today's trang made me want to faint later on.
neh, it was only hurdles.
didnt know that a stupid knee could hurt oh-so badly.
ahwells, i didnt complain much.
train-ed, bathe-d, read-d, talk-ed, home-d, -. (:

oh, ang moh's could be patriotic.
skin white and red. ;D cool eh. hehs,
all my making, hahahaha!

everybody seems to want to steal my boyfriend!
tsk, theyre all like super uber gays tho. ;D
what a strange attraction for them, super sillys.

it's not potential dear, it's plain coincidence.
cause you like cant choose your own colour?!
like who says i want to be white, and then *poof* you are, tsk!
no i'm super srsly telling you, but dessy and p's very very potential.
p's gne kill me for this, whtever. (:

ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah.
today was funny, i loved today's laughter.
and, i love you. (:

what's this?
sorry just trying. ;D

2008-09-07T13:52:00.002+08:00

i'm a pig/

woke up at 1.34 tday, how nice.
no more shows alrdy, so hello computer.
it's gna be a boring week.
i know it, i can feel it in my ~~bones~~ fats.
dirty retard wants a stupid shoutout.
so i give it to you, now, read, happy?
love you long time, xoxo.

dirty, ♥ -

what am i to say, hmmm...

{ / i wish i could be with you now, cause only then.

would i truely ever be happy.

but i cant, and you understand.

that's why i love you.

you'd do anything for me, i know that.

from helping me carry things,

to _. (:

thankyou, i promise i'll cherish you.

for a long long time, i'll love you.

2008-09-06T16:42:00.002+08:00

sometimes i look foward to being at that house,
the food the smells, the laughter.
but it's becoming a bore recently.
more like a chore then anything else.

the holidays started the moment i woke up.
ah shucks, but it's not really what i want.
holidays are supposed to be a happy time.
with lazing in the bed till 2 in the afternoon.
and only sleeping till 3 in the morning.
stupid training, i kinda hate you, now.
more then ever that is.

reading, again. more then ever.
brings me far far away from th reality of life.

i'm still craving for midnight sun, ;/
it's like etched in my head, dammit.

crappy me, crappy week.

2008-09-05T23:17:00.003+08:00

i knew i was crappy the whole week.
i knew i was super tired.
i knew i needed like many many sleep.
i knew i needed to do work.
i knew i shouldve trained. (another story)
i know i hate my coach now. (stupid russian.)
i know i have to hear my thanks from dirty.
and i'm so absoulutely tired.

mr j has like some power or smthng.
everyone's head automatically fell to the table.
like there was some magnet,
and the table was pulling us in.
and super rots was like cancelled for tday.
there was only me and sy. and the alrdy left balls.
so went back, sleep.
and i should say, that was some sleep.
it was 3 hours straight.
~~trained~~, went up.
now the story comes.

apparently, wei ning's sick.
so she has sore throat, phlegm, and a damn-d headache.
she only skipped one trng on thursday.
cause her headache was realllllly bad.
but nonetheless, she woke up early th next day.
ignored th pain, trained. but she still complained alot.
she went down after her long sleep.
she was apparently crappy, and she desperately felt like kicking kurum.
she jogged, had bad cough.
so she stopped after 2 rounds.
and her coach, the stupid russian.
wanted her to run another round.
she got super damn pissed.
then she went up and threw things around.
now's she better...
there's a but.
she hates her coach now.

everything's much better.
and i've had this urge to change my blogskin for really long now.
but i still love this colour.
should i, i'm stressed.
i gotta go make the cheena blog now.
it is soooooo not good being ~~vice-classleader~~ in charge.

ohwells, thats just how school is.

haha, the vertically challenged.
well, it's just another way of that saying youre short.

oh,cross taining (bowling).
bowled with gay, shi and jia.
and yknow what, our lane, 7, won!
haha, and i scored highhhhhhhest!
117, noob compared to bowlers, but, YAY.

and wei ning is sneaky, sat there for.
somesay 5 minutes. and dirty didnt know.
jared/angmoh/botak/nips was like wth.
and blur sotong dirty didnt know.
haha, yes dirty.
you and j have telepathetic minds. (:
lovely.

/edit,
weining kinda feels she's sitting here.
she can feel her butt.
but there's this floating feeling.
hmmm, light-headed.

p.s. this is a kind of a long post.
maybe the longest.
i'm happy, no emo posts this holidays.
i hope.

p.p.s. i miss my pure(s).
yeah, like already.

WAAAAAAALL-EEEEE (:

2008-09-01T13:12:00.002+08:00

Happy Ramadan-ing Muslims. (:

gonna start doing essay, but with no motivation.
how the hell am i supposed to finish it?!
;/ damn,
-

D:

2008-08-31T23:16:00.005+08:00

so you had fun, while i was fucking lying in my bed.
feeling fucking sick and sorry for myself.
"what's he doing now, is he okay?"
because you didnt care abt how i was feeling.
only 5 hours and 15 minutes later,
after all your effing fun, did you rmb me.
yes, maybe well planned too soon D.
we're idiots for wanting to make them at least happy-er.
and then now, we have to suffer agn.
thankyou very much, cause now i know.

~~it was all wrong.~~

[edit/]

i love you, i love you, i love you.

2008-08-31T18:02:00.006+08:00

this week was really superbly fun.
with hanging out with PG,PD and PL and all...
(i aint no forget you dumb, ;D sounds like reatrded, me!)
drew random stuffs and elmo-ed to me.
well, basically i screamed at them.
haha, ohwells. it was over all to soon.
but then i loved it, (:

it's like test week, i have history & maths and el paper 2.
well, at least i know i'll enjoy science.
-
just came back from pasir ris.
stayed overs and all for 2 nights,
wild wild wet, and late night movies.
i believe i was crappy because i was tired,
and hell yeah i was sick, fever nonetheless.

-
edit/
i wont emo, nope nope nope.
i swear Dumb's real cute lah huh.
With her i want many many tags and all.
i gave you enough to last you nong nong time. ;D
i'm high, so you forgive him soon.
i have no idea what's the connection.

so yeah, 5 hours 15 minutes ago.
you seem to not care.
well, i know pretty surely well that i do.
guess youre not even like home yet.
i'd just wait.

2008-08-26T20:31:00.002+08:00

yesterday was really funny,
stupid ros, take my phone.
somemore laugh laugh with angmoh, ;/
then in the end like forget to tell me, gosh.
make me so so so worried, ;x
then he kena lah, so gay.
"i think she hits me more then she say hi to me!"
haha, stupid angmoh.

yeah, tomorrow's like innova games.
and baby's gna play basketball.

2008-08-23T20:03:00.002+08:00

only i ever know how i feel.
i dont ever tell people, i dont.
please, leave me alone for awhile.
i will cry if i hear your voice.

i dont doubt your love for me,
trust me.

i love you,

twilight simply rocks' socks

2008-08-23T16:58:00.004+08:00

i'm killing myself with suspense.

i just read chapter 1 of midnight sun.
i might just cry cause i can't read chapter 2 and so on.
i gotta read what edward's thinking about.
i need to know where edward's gone to.
why is alice so different from what i've pictured?!

): please somebody, anybody.
hear my pleas, and get midnight sun for me.
i would kill for it.

and make the days pass faster,
i wanna watch twilight,
it so far away, 12-12-2008. ):

i'm a spoiler,

2008-08-22T22:22:00.003+08:00

i was supposed to blog, (:

hmmm, this week was fun/screwed.
well, we had cluster activity on wednesday.
supposed to skate, but well.
we didnt.
"shopped", watched people play arcade.
it was alright, then after dinner.
went for like an hour straight of neoprinting. ;D

(:

when we came back, we had much fun.
gosh, i was like th only one who didnt know lah.
just cause i was sitting beside jo. ;P
flour-ed, water bombed.
kinda fun, (:

thursday, got detention.
kinda sucked, like mostly.
it was the 21st. ):

today, didnt go for soccer match.
had science, super duper coolio.
home-d.
talked to hand, like some retard.
i am, apparently so.
naughty naughty naughty hand.
hehs,

time to get some zzz's.
bye,

no one loves you like i do,

2008-08-17T15:50:00.003+08:00

michael phelps got his eighth gold.
and his momma's so proud of him.

-
went to grandma's house yesterday,
didnt really eat much there.
she had lots of nice chocs tho.
didnt get home in time to watch Bolt run,
but saw the after shots of the race.
he's so cool.

today's was basically just slack,
going out soon. (:

-
gosh,and i have so much more work to do. ):
1. maths pw, which i soooo need to finish.
2. and debate, write my speech thingy.
3. debate, argumentative essay.
4. science, super rots. idiot jovi.

alright, i gtg now.
bye,

2008-08-15T23:08:00.002+08:00

now i know,

you'll always be mine.

and will love me your whole life.

♥

wait for me,

rant, i feel better now. abit.

2008-08-15T22:04:00.003+08:00

today was super fun, for school.

cheena- was mostly scoldings from laoshi,
but then i liked today's sweet. ;D

english- 2/10 for study questions.
i gotta buck-up.
at least i knew i put in like 90% for grandparents essay.
and like 80% and increasing for the next 2 ones.
okay, then 2b flooded the staff room.
and like 30 over people crowded tgt.
and watched ck's run over remy's smalll tiny winy phone.
super funny!

science-lau filled, no stuffed our small fluffly lil heads just now.
all with bio info, i'm not complaining!
kinda enjoyed it, weirdly.
cause everyone was like falling asleep!
sy esp, stood up for almost a whole period.
just so she could at least concentrate. ;D

lunched with usuals. CHICKEN RICE !

then had super rots class.
gosh, lau was worse then.
at least now i actually know what's isotop !;D
went with j to comp lab all,
pleadedddddddd him like siao.
i havent talked with him like that for a longggggg time. (:
___

this week was fine, napfa was ultimately stupid.
screwed up badly for inclined pull ups tho.
15, just one small pull. one more. >;/

13.24.11 for 2.4k run.
dont complain, it was super tiring.
cause i am fat, thts why i feel tht way.
the blah blah blaaaaaaaaah

i still have manyyyyyy more incompleted work to do,
stupid academic side.
"BUT IT'S ALL FOR OUR OWN GOOD,"
what crap.

/gonna do well next year.
super uber duper well.
i'm g0nna beat inez all in all.
i'm gna beat her flat down on the ground.
(not physically literally...)
so what to do, train train train !

you gtta tell me things, that are impt to us girls.

if i were to say

2008-08-15T15:30:00.004+08:00

you think i do all these, cause you think i'm always me me me.
what about you, youre doing it too.
maybe you dont like the way i express myself.
fine.
and i dont like you lecturing me.
and what's the use of saying that you love me,
if you dont actually show it when i need it.
yeah, thts very self centered.
you did that too.
"can can you say that for me?"
you wanted it to be real.
but i cant give it to you,
i'm pissed i'm so angry.
cause you dont seem to actually understand!
where i am, what they do to me.
i dont like what they do to me.
but it actually hurts more when you dont understand me.

~~i love you.~~
i love you very very much.

des-kurum-ning-pi-ryan-shishi-qib-qi /♥

2008-08-11T16:18:00.004+08:00

hello, and for now...
i just feel like raning on and on for what happened in thailand.

we had our first almost w-h-o-l-e group gathering.
played animals, number concentration, contact etc.
and it was unofficially official that the joke would always be on kurum.
desmond was the best, he had fun rolling all over lol.
just because of kurum's facial expression.

second time we met,
was because we were the forgotten bunch of trackers.
supposed to go cheer on the soccer team, but then.
NO MORE BUS LEH!
so we played again, lol.
same thing over, we played dick-tective. ;D
silly naqib,
"oi, who the DICK-tective huh?!"
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

the best,
i love my group, bye

lalala

2008-08-10T15:35:00.003+08:00

7 days i've been officially fourteen.
some days were good, others werent so.

oh yes, havent blogged about thailand yet.

thai was fun, it was good. (:
2 golds, and i'm thankful and glad i got it.
should start training hard agn now, gosh.

i have many many many many homework to do.
i have to do them, but let's give an excuse.
my headache's reaaaaaal bad,
but it's not actually an excuse because it's real.
gosh, hear the irony.

i'm feeling like i'm floating.
but then my ass is on the ground.

gosh, am i really 14?

SQUEEZE

2008-07-25T22:00:00.007+08:00

omgoshhh,there's another thing.
smthng for our dear star, the super uber thin ass/head/leg. ;D

haha! she squeeeeeeeeeeeeed all the way through and out to where she was standing. :D

we sorta screamed our way down, almost. ;D
lucky say mr Q's maid? yeah, i think.

gdnight,
i'm thinking of you,

sweetie pie, youre my universe

2008-07-25T20:37:00.005+08:00

i'm a happy kid now, (:

i swear, i gtta thank some peoples.
{esp my 400m/400m H record breaker. (:
loveeeeee her damn much man,
help me and all when i was down.
love you babe!
and thanks so much for the almond,
and the bubbly chocs, (:

{and kysl! (:
hear me complain all, (:
oh oh, here's our post i promised.

to s-e & n-k :
poser & flirt.
theyre ours, and you cant have 'em.
so you can stop touching, talking or thinking of them.
you shouldnt even tickle them,
you stupids, you guys should shoo before we kill you on our b'days. :P

haha! happy k? (:
i think we should probably just shoo 'em away or smthng. ;D
and cheer up!
i'll be here t help you no matter what,
and to listen, love ya! (:

{and dyzzzzz, (:
all she did was listen,
but i felt much much much much better, thanks. (:

ridz got a big big baluku on his ankle.
goshhhh, he was suuuuch a big baby,
almost crying all. ;D
and and, he saw the once in a lifetime shot i made. ;D
WHHHOOOOOHOOOO!

going back t school tmrw, registration. (:
and lunch from ms jenny. (:

loveeeee belle! (:

bye,

2008-07-24T14:48:00.002+08:00

your last night,
shouldnt i be more caring.

too caught up with what i felt,
and i forgot to remember you.
i shouldnt have cried,
i shouldnt have broke down.
i should've remembered.

2008-07-23T10:19:00.001+08:00

i shouldnt say anythng,
but i miss you.

(:

2008-07-21T14:24:00.002+08:00

i laughed alot these two days.
i smiled alot too/

Shape Run'o8

2008-07-20T19:09:00.003+08:00

we wanted t make her jealous dont we baby?
hehs, and we did!

"loved" tday's jumbo combination.
+ no 'our-size-tshirts'
+ stupid hot sun
+ kiasu sporeans aunties
+ some woman scolding me
( just cause i was tryin' to warn them from kicking this bloody thing sticking out from the ground which was bloody rusty. and screw her, she scolded me. that was the ultimate piss off man. )
= so that really equals to ~~super~~ irritated weining. ;/

well, i tried t cool down with P's fan,
sad she wanted it back sooo fast.
then we got the dosh, but praks didnt get his share.
and we suspecteddddddd, some people
i hope it really isnt them.
shared our dosh with him, the idk how many of us.
mx, jan, mar, me, din, dy, pi, nor, manda, may, wt, lw, sng1, sng 2, dcksn, gp, usop, gina, vya. (ate tgt, with jan's bf, )
just nice, 19 of us.
so shared the dosh with praks, (:

ate at bk, i didnt. ( i was free loading from mar and mei ;D )
fun fun funnyyyyy!
havent eaten with mx for a longggggggish time.
countedddd her super many lumps, haha

walk-ed at penisular, went crazy before that.
train-ed to queensway, stupid shops. ;/
too bad i dint get anythng, yeah right.

overall, it was a good day cause the trackers were there. (:

i'm losing you stupids

2008-07-19T22:28:00.003+08:00

screw, if you wanna be fat,
please,dont drag me in.
to your never-ending gobbling.

(i said please)

humbl-ity

2008-07-19T22:06:00.005+08:00

friend's mum is really chubby,
but she's super cute.
ate tempuras at the lift lobbies,
and had throwing-rubbish-into-bins contest.
played at the playground with mummy,
almost made wx fly. ;D
(i'm strongggggg!)
oh oh,and i lve camwhores with her. ♥

while home-ing, i saw china workers.
it's wrong to discriminate them,
but they're ~~fucking~~ perverts.

i want them t know,
i want people t realise,
but i dont want t boast.

haha, and thank God for dear's sis.
at least you bought th bag, be happy!
ily, XO

Viva La Vida

2008-07-19T16:14:00.002+08:00

i need my picture from rac!

miss my primary school alrdy.

the hustle and bustle,

our energeticness.

the small little kids,

we used to be.

the games we played,

and the laughter we shared.

were the best times of my life

i'm going out agn later,
mum's friend's house, dinner.
and back.
soooo have t sleep early tday.

aites,going out now, bye.

miss you baby, have fun.

and it sucks

2008-07-18T23:43:00.002+08:00

i just realised,
the entire post which i was typing on from 8.30,
to just a few minutes ago.
(the first one..)

has d-i-s-a-p-p-e-a-r-e-d.
ohwells, that's life for you.
baby boy, i love you.

oh, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY BALLZYZ.
that was the most impt thing from that post.

p.s. phewww, i thought it disappeared again.
bye, for real this time.

strive

2008-07-18T23:38:00.003+08:00

some people say things that make your day.
some just need to take in a breath,
and the entire day is spoiled.

_ is right, you have to work hard to get what you want.
only then it is called achieving.
thai is coming.

i'll work hard,
i'll bear the pain.
all i want is,
my effort to get paid.
(paid off?)

goodnight.

i am useless

2008-07-12T22:44:00.003+08:00

today was funnnnnnnnn/tiring.
ate super nice prawns, fat and juicy.
tried beef in super spicy black pepper.
(it was worse then that day's lumpy noodles at lot 1)
oh and $17 chicken rice.
well,at least it was a voucher. ;D

then bought things, shopped.
and shopped and shopped and shopped and shopped.
it was quite a fun day,
thanks mum.

wells, my nats are o-v-e-r.
well,let's hope the 4by1 team does well.
hope,that nobody screws up.
wish & pray,that everybody does well.

i miss frisbee times with them.

2008-07-11T21:41:00.003+08:00

the medal is pretty,
the stars on them are beautiful.
the interview was scary.
i'm just glad that no one will watch it.

false-started, scared everybody at the stands.
but second time round started super slowly,
saw the video pf my start.
whoa, i was shocked please.

i'm happy with my result,
although it isn't a pb.
des did well, nor too.
and piriyah.
and we're all from coach's group! (:

it's not what you get that defines you.
it's how much you put into what you're doing,that does that.
don't worry about what you get.
you will do much better.
you have to reach your peak, and you could beat me.
believe in yourself, cause you can do it.

time with you, sunset, pictures.
i love you

it's a happy ending,

*EDIT
it was coates' birthday.
he wanted it to be happy,but had 400m finals.
he got the record,as he planned/wanted.
he got his cookies and cream cake from din,
from which i ate alot.
me and nor smashed banana into his hair,
i put ice in his shirt,
din poured gatorade on him in his last shirt
i smacked a water "balloon" on his head
(which didnt burst)
nor poured all of my bottle's water on him.

it was fun for us,
even funnier when he got interviewed in that state.
:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGMOH

2008-07-10T15:12:00.002+08:00

race was alraight, didnt do as well as i wanted.
well, i'd be running again tmw,
that's a good thing, i think.

tomorrow's race, would be my last 80m H.
yeah wells, stupid leg.
gtg, bye.

f1

2008-07-09T10:01:00.001+08:00

class is ending soon,
stupid bidding.
what can we learn lah please.
stupid lame.

cyote/ kyote

2008-07-08T10:42:00.003+08:00

going to leave class in 30 mins time,
to cck. ;/
wth, i swear i'm not gonna run.
sumpaaaaaaa, don't want to.
): stupid injury.
if it wasnt for the injury,
i would have been pissed i wont be running.
but yeah, i'm not running. (:

and yeah, physio didnt really help.
it hurt more after jenn did whatever.
only starting treatment after nats. ;/

100 semi's are on now, let's hope ss c'div does well.
and b'div too, all div lah!
i'll just go the cck and slack.
and cheer
and slackkkkkkkk!

OH, i love isabelle!
she's sooo cute, say's i'm innocent.
oh you don't know babe. ;D
i loveeeeeee her!
lols, she likes black.
but cannot see only??

THIS POST IS SO BORING

definitely, no.

2008-07-05T20:20:00.003+08:00

i feel so useless, like once again.
hurrah for weining then.

because i always say no.
no no no no no no no no no.
i hate it, cause the stupid no's are forced.
i hate it even more,
because what i really want to say is Yes.

/baby,i'm not afraid that time won't come.
i'm just afraid you'll leave me before it does.

relay/

2008-07-05T13:37:00.002+08:00

ahhhhh.
ms jennny just msged me.
said i'm going to cck on tuesday.
for 4 by 100.
but i'm just not certain,whether i'm reserve or not.

it's scary,like super.

sia-ness ;D

2008-07-04T21:03:00.003+08:00

all the bowler's birthday are this month.
except dyana. ;/
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
(in advace, belated.)

so yeahh, this week was pretty much fast.
my dear roomie, wasnt there.
for like most of the week.
gained 0.10 kg. ):
it is damn sad.

yes yes, angie.
here goes. ;D

/ you got sick.
told aaron to tell me.
who msged me like 7.30 in the morning.
i was still sleeping.
slept alltheway till 8.10 till din called me.
didnt realise class started in ten minutes.
dilly dallied like one kind.
then wendy called me.
"why you havent come down?!"
i say still got so long.
"siaoooo ah!
5 minute left only bodoh!"
i rannnn to laoshi's class.
&, she scolded us for 2 whole periods
STRAIGHT.
you better pass up your homework on tuesday babe.

btw, charisse got 2 white cards

%
this week went by fast.
ben & jerrry's gorging at rec room was fun.
especially coping from huiwen/ ;D
wt asked about 20 july.
gosssh, i'm sooo glad mum said yes
butttt, 6.30 at esplanade.
wake up at like 4?!
goshhh, whateverrr.
i'd be glad to be out of the house.

woooohoo, thursday and friday.
here i come.

2008-06-30T19:41:00.001+08:00

Wala is overrrr!
lovelaye, (:
2nd for both, ;/
well, at least it was ang-moh that we lost to.
:D

Jared's super lame,
that stupid nengneng ;D

yeah well, i'm just glad it's over. (:
tomorrow slackkkkkkkkkk!
but still can;t eat too much lah,
nats bodoh.

HAHA, oh and and sarah.
"siaaaaaa"

din, ily!

go singapore,

2008-06-29T17:53:00.003+08:00

sooooo ~~full~~.

stupid, i just remembered.
why does yckps have to have,
a stupid full synthetic field. :/
arrrgh,unfair.

yeah,stupid.
it has to be astronomy. ):
at 8 in the morning, ):
sigh, i gotta sleep early tnight.

i'll just keep it all inside.
hold it in, hold.
till i burst.

i'm pissed

2008-06-28T21:20:00.003+08:00

finallyyyyyy, contacts. (:
warming up tmrw, bishan.
with babybabybabybaby.

wala's superrr soon,
and i'm paranoid.
liek thinking of stupid things,
that'll happen during the race. ):
i keep yapping about wala,
but wth,it'll be over super soon.
i just hope i do well.

aites, i gtg go sleep now.
bye.

fuck the father,
bastard of the year.

i feel terrible

2008-06-27T22:30:00.000+08:00

we just had the perfect evening.
now the day's ruined for you & me.
you didnt mean it, i know that.
but it doesn't change how i felt,
the moment you said it was because of me.
i'm sorry, i just hope you read this.
it's happening alot nowadays.
just what had gone wrong?
and am i strong enough?
to handle all of these fights.
i'll have to wait for the answer.
*edit
i'm sorry, please baby.
don't blame yourself.
if there's a problem,
you're not the one who stared it.
you're not the only one responsible.
please, it's not your fault.

screw me

2008-06-27T22:16:00.001+08:00

i do everything the same as everyone.

but there's a difference.

i do it wrongly.

i hate me.

and you will in time,

just like everyone else.

but please,just remember that i do.

that i do love you.

please don't give up on me.

stretchy

2008-06-27T21:44:00.000+08:00

I had to post this. ;D
LOVE YOU LAIKHA!

wala s'pore, nat school, thai games

2008-06-27T20:25:00.000+08:00

this week went by reasonably fast.

1)maths was fun.
like once, for a change. (:
2)had wala meeting/training on wednesday.
dont wna talk about it, but here's smthng.
Pedro's bias. ;/
3)thursday had science presentation.
it was cool, did well. (:
4)today had science test.
EPIDIDYMIS, hehs. (:
5)i'm screwed for monday's test.
at 8 in the morning.
in Mr L's room. ):
hello, it's on astronomy.
like i have a clue?! ):
6)Wala's also on monday.
i feel so unprepared.
like a premonition (bad one)
that i'm gna screw up again.
oh, their 80m H record,
It's 12.10. ;(
how teh hell am i gna do it?

anyways,bye.

wala ):

2008-06-25T13:08:00.000+08:00

i feel loved, not for a long time i havent.
yes dear, i know you do.
but i mean not from you.

training's going well, i hope i would do as well.
coach wants me to buy, adidas spikes.
but there's like only 5 to choose from? ;/

i'm really sorry fudin dear.
to do this again and again.
i dont want to, not now. not ever.
i just wish you could forgive me.
i love you.

going, going. gone.

2008-06-22T18:13:00.000+08:00

i'd say everyone's changed.
moved on,no longer the way we've used to be.
-

i just saw my super old blog.
the first blog i'd ever had. ):
it was nice,to see how i've been and become.
what i was, and what i am now.
i'd say i've changed.
but that's only what i think.

school's today,i guess everyone's chioning to pack.
i'm too lazy to move,at least i finished my homework.
funny to say, but true.
i'm actually impressed with what i've done.
(:

♥ /don't frown, cause you never know who might be in love with your smile.

2008-06-21T22:06:00.000+08:00

my race suckedd.
12.93, waayyyyyy off my target.
anyhows,thrs still wala.
and the nationals.
goshxzxzxz.

speaking of wala,it's stupid. ;/
hurdles at 2.30
relays at 4.50?!
it;s not excactly very short,
but it's on the same day. ):
and thrs gna be the relay training,
on the 25th i think?
at ccab,like hot and big,
and super duper farrrr?

wala's super soon,and if i screw it up again.
i doubt i'd be able to take it. ;(

i guess i took everything for granted.
shouldnt have, never would again.
sorry wouldnt cover anything much.
i just dont know how to appreciate,
and be thankful of what i have.
i think i should be punished for this.

stupid headache/

2008-06-20T20:21:00.001+08:00

training was fine,
i'm not tho.
although it was warm-ups only,
i didnt feel good at all. ):

the race's just scary.
no, the thought of the race.
it's like in 11 hours time,
(+ 2 hours, warm ups before.)
and i feel sick.
it's the super sick kind of sick that i'm feeling.
i just hope i'd feel better,
by tommorrow at least.

ms jenny said,
"weining, you want the record huh? (:"
i was like,
"huh,try lah. maybe?"
"haha,can one lah. don't worry!"

i mean, everyone has high hopes of me.
and i dont wna let them down. ):

all the way

2008-06-18T20:48:00.000+08:00

training was fine, except.
not something important now anyways.
it's a relieve to forget,
to not hold grudges.
to f-o-r-g-i-v-e.
12.14, but.

i can do better, i know i can.
it'll be my time soon, to prove myself.
i'm not gna give up so easily.
i will succeed in this.

from 13.68, all the way,
to 12.14.
i'm glad , very glad.
thanks coach. (:

bank-rupt :(

2008-06-17T20:26:00.000+08:00

training was alright, boring again.
warm-up,
one step x 5,
4 x 60m,
gym x 3 sets.

ate lunch at macs,
with all those crazy people again.
plus remy. ;D
then met shiying & athirah.
one silly girl couldnt find the library.
did some work and laughed like crazy.

Stupid Guy, asked me for $5 /and or more.
then give me some lame, crap story.
i'm not stupid,i didnt give him.
do i look like walking charity,
with super lots of extra cash to spare?
i didn't pity him either, cheater.
>:\

Under the rain,

while sharing a umbrella.

We'd have to hold each other,

around the waist to keep together.

Then you ask me why i'm smiling -

It's because i'm thinking,

I want it to rain forever.

iloveyou,cheerup.

♥ /

lovelaye ladies (hahs)

2008-06-16T19:32:00.000+08:00

saturday/
sentosa resort over the weekend was great fun.
played in the kiddy rooms,
( see the "house", 5 people squeezed in )
{ candid }
tried to have a match over ping-pong,
and we ate loads of cakes.

sunday/
amazing race went by unsuccessfully badly.
mr a declined strongly against playing it.
mr r came only much later. \:
but we still had "fun" running all over.
tho it was all for nthng.
janelle's a cutie, (:

training was greeeeeatt, literally.
we didnt do much.
blocks, 150m.
suprisingly, it was only once.

met shiying,ate & talked, alot. (:
bought paper, and ironically.
tht was one session of our meet-ups.
stupid project, clever mr lau. \:

so you think you can is dance is on.
it's stupid, not the show.
the auditionees. ;X

sunrise

2008-06-13T18:53:00.000+08:00

i mean training was fun.
tiring ~~and~~ but fun.
jumps suck'd, for me.

alright, i'll just leave.
i mean, some people just pull you down.
there's no point in pin-pointing, nor bitching.
yes, it might make you feel better temporarily.
but it will never change anything.

soft crab, deeee-lish!

2008-06-11T17:39:00.000+08:00

training was like boring. :/
me, des, piriyah, star.
and yeah, hurdles!
( i thought i couldnt get over my 12.4 time.
but i did.
reached 12.2 , and i mean.
self-talk/ motivation does help. [: )
the afterwards was da bombzxzxz!
deszy's mum's treat to ichiban sushi (:
gosh, nicest everrrrrrrrr. (:
thanks dessssssmondzzzzzz!
for forcing me to eat it!
( pssssst,des. he's so not my type. )

shop-ed w/ piriyah,
librbry-ed w/ myself,
home-d w/ not myself. (:

aites, gna leave my house now.
~~i wantttttttt food, like now.~~
second thoughts, maybe not. :/
...
HALT! i'm not leaving th house.
for pete's sake, whtevr.

pushing daisies, (:

donutxzxzxz

2008-06-10T19:48:00.001+08:00

the power of it, when it't true.
it gets really super duper uber sweet.

training sucked.
well it didnt, the workouts did.
me, star, pipi, nor, des and kyser.
are like the only ones left?!
p-a-t-h-e-t-i-c.
mood downed, upped.
and then downed all the way.
to pit bottom.
and kungfu panda was kinda alright.
it wasnt all that bad.

beesuits and waltz.
the honey-sweet combination.
pity i dont really get those.
i meant pity me, myself. :/

horribility of failing

2008-06-09T22:04:00.000+08:00

i kinda miss bishan.
those crazy gym days. :/
gosh, whtevr.
i hated those sessions anyways.

andddd, training's horrible.
so's coach, pms-ing.
lucky nag's are coming.
less of dreadful 15o,
more of the lovely hurdles. (:
and, gym'll be lighter.
i hope?
you have to train train train.
to achieve.

whats the use of remincising anyways.
it just slows you down.

{*Asian Junior-ers!
ALL THE BEST!

Longgggggg hurdles

2008-06-06T21:49:00.001+08:00

sucked if i must say.
yeah,i meant training.
i got it light.
the rest of the group did 300/ 500m.
goshhhhhhh,coach.
home-ed after training.
out-ed after Run Fat Boy Run.
now's Supernatural.
Pushing Daisies Rockzxzxzxz. ;D

whts with me and my shows..?!

*edit
YAY,nano's fineeeee.
thanks love,enjoy your game.

2008-06-05T22:50:00.000+08:00

no.
it means i feel empty.
goodnight.

to let you know,youre always on my mind

2008-06-05T21:24:00.000+08:00

do you really:
-think i've never thought of doing that?
-believe i dont want you to be by my side?
i do.
from the very moment i told you that i was going.
but there was another thought.
wasnt it supposed to be a group gathering?
a surprise just for our beloved senior?

i know you are trying to your hardest dear.
to give me some space.
i love you all the more for that.
for just tyring.
to know you love me enough to do let me spread my wings.
it breaks my heart,to know youre thinking like that.
text me.
it doesnt have to be immediate.
i just want to know when youre fine.
btw,i love you.

~summary
/ fort canning was enjoyabe.
birthday girl was a slowpoke.
bal enjoyed her aftnn of vulgarities.
we all loved camwhoring on the table.
hated the mozzies.
val was really gullible.
des was ...
piriyah was ... too.
nor, she was q-u-i-e-t.
alicia, always same one lah.
wanna know more,visit Val's lj.

sorry doesnt say it.

2008-05-30T22:12:00.001+08:00

i need your chest,your shoulder.
for you to hug me from the back.
to hear your laugh,and make me better.
i feel i've failed,as yours.

/dug my own grave,
but fell into the wrong one.

Sin-fullness

2008-05-29T22:52:00.000+08:00

head got better after awhile.
thanks to Dipna,Ridzwan,Amanda and Des. ;D
funny bunch of people. (:
haha,Ridzwan did drills for nthng.

then lunched with Amanda,Des and Dipna.
hehs,it was fun /nice/ lovely/ stomach pain funny.
wanted to take neoprint together!
but it was like..
"eh,where it go sia?
so saddddd.
oh wahhhh,smell so pretty.
so beautiful."
ehem,Dipna & Amanda. ;D
he came,we all left our seperate ways. ):
so home-d.

the just Swensens was filling.
i feel heavier.
i really ~~should~~ ,wait.
cancel that.
have to control. :/

alright,i'm missing my bolster.
bye.

Tiredness. Pretty much took over.

2008-05-28T18:09:00.000+08:00

Happy idk what Birthday Coach. (:

I was moody almost all through training.
And the weather was a total bitch today.
When we wanted shade it's wasnt there.
Then when i'm walking back home.
It started pouring super heavily.
After i'm clean showered and all. :/
Coach didnt talk to me today,he shouted.
Like,i was super pissed.
Amanda & Ridzwan heard all of it. ;D

Counsellor's are having their camp today.
Hehs,have fun Qi!
And you dear,hope you did/will ( whtevr ) too!

Alright,i'd have to fill my empty stomach now,
Bye. :*

MO

2008-05-27T22:11:00.000+08:00

( 2800 'square' with X ) + ( 2800 plus X ) + ( 2800 )
Then divide with ( X plus 1 )
?!

__♥
Toys from the happy meal kinda made my day inside.
But i threw it away. ):
And thanks Mr R,for the meal.
Kinda hard to believe it,but i will miss you.

Macs-ing with teh Bowlers was extremely lovely. (:
Their thumbs are really sad though.
I pity them,alot.

/ Yes,so you asked how i was.
I'm fine and coping,excactly like what i told you. (:
Thanks LS,it was nice while it was.

;I wanna charge foward.

But just when i lift up my feet,

i chicken out.

(:

2008-05-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

40 push-ups today?
Stupid coach,pms.
150m x 3.
An almost perfect day,and i'm sorry babe. :/
Well,at least i "got" the form?
;D

Being with Xin was fun.
But yeah,youre right din. :X
The older one does have to pay for evrythng. (:

Want present all,you won't get it. ;P
HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAY NG!
Well,at least you got a wishing.

MO paper tmrw,all the bestest 2B!

Sorry

2008-05-25T16:43:00.000+08:00

Mistakes are all i'd ever make.
But mine are different.
I just dont know how to make up for the wrong things i've done.
Yeah,crap,i'm just useless.
I know youre angry dear,i know you are.
And i'm sorry.
Maybe i shouldnt talk to you for abit,in case i make you angrier.
I'm sorry,i'm just useless.

China's Animal Figure

2008-05-25T15:07:00.000+08:00

I didnt know you were hurting so much.
But even if i did,would anything have changed?
I'm sorry our friendship didnt last through my love for him.
And i'm sorry. I guess i really didnt know.
I know what you went through and it was long and tiring.
I'm glad you came out of it safe,sound and better.
I'll miss you China Rabbit,when you leave this year.
My first year with you was wonderful.
Till everythng changed and went downhill.
Thanks for the good times and lovely memories.
I'll treausure them,thanks. (:

Dragon Boating was alright,we got 4th and it so wasnt fair.
Hmmm,Relay.
Even that sounds scary now.

Wells,bye.

She's sick

2008-05-24T21:29:00.000+08:00

Daddy was really nice today,he bought me lots of stuffs.
Weeell,to speak the truth.
Coffee Bean Stinks. :/

Holidays are here alrdy,and i'm afraid.
Dont know what to do,except i'd go mad.
Training will be daily,as always.
Well,i've gtta train hard for my record.
( Soon-to-be i hope. )
I want it badly,need it in fact.
To prove my worth i this god forsaken world.
Which i've no idea what i'm doing in.
Maybe i'm supposed to be in another Milky Way.
Maybe He pressed Send to the wrong Planet/Universe.
Whatever.

Oh and i don't get it,if Raffles did train evryday.
And still wnat to keep up their work standard. ( ?! )
It'd be very difficult,but they'd definitely drain away.